The Visitor from the Land of the Rising Sun

Guilty of being charged for irregularity of posts.
But.

MY HOST SISTER FROM JAPAN IS COMING DOWN TODAY!!

Ah, the excitement!
I've even rearranged my room JUST for the occasion.

Whelp, back to cleaning my room.
And for those of you who know what my room looks like,
It's even WORSE off now...

Wahaha.

A Disco Ball Is Just Hanging By A Thread.

It's another one of those nights where it's that irritating, dry, static hot air when I feel like any attempt at doing anything,
even just blanking out,
would just seem futile.

It really DOES feel like I'm non-existent.
Not in a self-pitying kind of way but in a more bizarre, awful reality that I'm just a walking slab of meat.

No conscience, no soul.

Sometimes,
living in a dream is just scary.

Then I realize...


...


I'm just being hormonal.
Whoooooops.







P.S. Contrary to how 'emotionally disturbed' this entry may seem, Owl City's Fireflies and all their other songs are extremely ADORABLE. Go! Download! Listen! NOW.

Note to self:
STUDY LA, WOMAN! D:

Twenty Seven.

Twenty seven days to our Day of Judgement.
Twenty seven days to the beginning of the end.
Twenty seven days to our slow but inevitable Merdeka.

I just hope my Merdeka will be as sweet as I want it to be...

The Line Between.

Sometimes, it's just hard to draw that line between childishness and adultism.

I'd like to define it as drawing a dotted line:

Just weave in and out of it at will!
And if you feel like neither...
JUST SIT IN THE MIDDLE!
:D

RIDICULOUS theory, but hey, I quite like the idea heheh
*syiok sendiri*

Anyway.
Words and I haven't been the best of friends lately.
There is just NO chemistry whatsoever between us.
Hopefully, the mess we've gotten ourselves in doesn't last...
My first impression of Words so understanding of me was a total fraud.

Sigh... Botheration.

Maybe I should just throw you guys a potful of my art if it does 'express' me better.

But SPM...
38 days away.

WORDS DEBBEH'S BRAIN, WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?

09.09.09

Or as us Chinese would say,
'kau kau kau'.

If you haven't spent it as 'specially' as you would have thought you would,
(for instance, flunking your Science Trials when you should be doing far better)
don't worry.

There's always 10.10.10, 11.11.11 and 12.12.12.
3 years to go :D

So I'll tell you what I did specially for today:



I lived it kau kau kau!



Jeng jeng jeeeeeeeeng.
Revolutionary or WHAT? :D

But eh. Isn't everyday supposed to be special anyway?
So just stop, sit back and enjoy life for awhile.

Like maybe, appreciate these little household critters every now and then:

You don't wait for the world to come to you,
The world is waiting for you to come to it!

Post No. 123
Has officially started the Cheese Phase!
(Happy first Radio Day!)

Good Luck, You!

Siblings and supposedly life-changing exams intrigue me.
It's funny how their reaction varies so much from one anothers'.
Very funny indeed.
(It's fun to poke fun at them about it too heheh)

It's hard to believe it's my last year of school.
They weren't joking when they said life passes in a blink of an eye.

UPSR tomorrow.
It's the starting point of THE series of considerably easy governmental exams.

Eh.
Back to Trials now...
Eek.

GOOD LUCK, SISTAH!

Goodbye Mr. Holiday, Hello Mr. School.

Because American Gods are cruel that way.
You'd probably know what I mean if you'd have read the book.
And if haven't already, go read it. Neil Gaiman rocks socks!

LET'S ALL KICK START OUR CONTINUOUS 5 MONTH TORTURE WITH THE RIGHT FOOT NOW, SHALL WE??



And if you're reading this right now, at this hour of which this post was posted,
might I suggest sleep? :D

Think happy thoughts folks!
Happy!!

Of Reminiscings, Frustration and Excitement.

Bah. Haven't the mood to write lately.
My written assignments come back with bad remarks anyway.

I'mstickingtoreadingforthetimebeingbah.

Busybusybuuuuuuuuuuuuuusy week.

But I had fun during Hari Anugerah Cemerlang last Saturday! :)
So yeah, for the first time in my entire 4 years I finally get an award. Academically-wise.
I don't even need to say what I got it for... It's pretty obvious kan?
It's the one thing I'm best at.

Heh.

Minus the conformed formalities...
I only enjoyed it because I got to see most of my lovely seniors again.
I really, really, REALLY missed seeing all those faces prowl the school grounds...

Oh oh and as a former choir member...
I'M SO PROUD OF THEM ALL!
They've brought up the club quite nicely, I must say.
I miss being a part of that family too *sigh*

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Let's see... What else...
Oh. Results.
Heh.
Improved. But not improved enough.
My priorities go to a certain concert since it's nearing SO SOON...!!
(Which, btw, you guys had better watch out and COME for! ;D)

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Ho hum. (<-- A result of KATE INFECTION.) Facilitating a kiddie church camp as of TOMORROW! : D
I don't think do well with 12 year olds, but I know I'm looking forward to having fun with my sister.
JUNGLE TREKKING, HERE I COOOOME!

8D

(I'm enjoying it while I can because it'll be one of my ONLY holidays I'll be having...)

Maybe I'll post mature, smarter, not-so-selfish thoughts later.
;<

Euphoric!

Euphoria Reason #1
Here's a hint:


And here's another hint!
You'll only get to see it at the Forum.

Muahaha.

Let ya'll suffer 'till then >D
Thanks Fion, Bernice and Wen Yuin for helping me pick it D,:

Euphoria Reason #2

RM0.20 PLKN:
Maaf! *inserticnumberhere* tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN.
Terima kasih

Honestly, I was looking forward to it.
But since I didn't get in... Oh well.
I'm not counting on it just yet though, since it's still early in the year.

Ho hum.

Hmm.

I've nothing much to say lately.
I blame the mind-numbing exams.

Or just the laziness of my fingers.

Whoops. :P

As Of Late...

I'm sick again.
I sound like I'm about to cough my lungs out, I literally hack green BLOCKS of phlegm and My nose is so blocked, I have to breath with me mouth...
Which doesn't help much since my oesophagus's blocked anyway.
...And now my eardrums are hurting.

Ish.

MID-TERMS ARE HEEEEEEEEEERE!!
Which isn't good.
Because I haven't studied.
So I'll be expected uh... Not so good results.

Oh dear.

The weather's good.
Surprisingly behaving itself lately.
Today's breeze was really refreshing for a change.
Let's pray this keeps up, yes?

Mmmhm.

Did I mention my snot's bloody?

Decisions to be made.
Futures to be decided.
What's it gonna be?

It's Getting HOT In Here.

I'm sure everyone's noticed:
We've been challenged by hot and stuffy air for the past few days.
Soooo many people told me they wanted to strip, it's not funny.
Including aunts.

It's global warming I tell yew.
GLOBAL WARMING.

And global warming = result of AIR-CONDITIONING.
So guys.
STOP SWITCHING ON THOSE HORRIBIBLE CONTRAPTIONS FOR ONCE.

We should have like,
A 'No AC Day'. Or SOMETHING.
Srsly. D:

Where has the rain gone?

Harsh Reality.

Of horrible sniffly, snot-clogged noses; 'sexy voices' and light-headedness, wah.
This has got to be the worst cold I've come down with yet.
With sunburns to boot.

I guess my body decided to crash and burn right after Sports Day.
Can't blame it. I've been pushing myself too far. Wee.

I've got so much to say, but my brain's a little too occupied fixing up my body to string proper sentences together right now.

Oh, it's been a while since they put this out on us, but in any case:
HAI TEACHERS! :D

Quickie.

Oh gosh, exams are TOMORROW and I'm still here.
You see?! It's...
AN OBSESSION.

DDDD:

Bad, bad habits coming to haunt me again noooo....

Anyway, quick update.
I'm sacrificing the internet for Lent.
For those of you who are asking yourself what-the-is-that:

It's a short (well, pretty long to call it short but hey. Let's try 'positivity' once in a while, no) period of 40 days when we have to give up something of materialism for that time. The more important it is to the person, the greater the sacrifice.
It's to commemorate the 40 days and 40 nights that Jesus went out into the dessert to pray and survive on nothing but milk and honey.

Hence, I shall be suspending my action in...
The Internet.

*cue dramatic music*

So don't expect me to be on for... Hmm.
Quite a bit.

(Ironically: Lent started last week..)

Where school is concerned:
I'm representing you Francis lot for lontar peluru and cakera.
Be thankful. That ball is heaaaaaavy.
Hoping practice will help me throw beyond the second mark line...
I love cakera more though! I can finally throw it far weeeeeee~
...Well, far enough. Still not sure about technique though, oh dearie dear dear.

UGH, SEJARAH AND MATHS 2 TOMORROW, WHY AM I STILL HERE??
WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!



See you guys in... A very long time.

Not-So-Secret Valentine's

THANK YOU ARLEENA FOR THE VALENTINE'S!
It's so SWEET of you! You're such a darling!! ;_;

This was my first Valentine's gift. Ever.

No really, thank you.

It means a lot to me.

It was hilarious seeing stalks of them poking out of various bags though.
So CUTE! XD

Books?

I need suggestions!
Or at least, those I can borrow off you lot.

So so?

:)

I'm also desperately in need of a new sketchbook to squirt all them brain juices out...

Before I explode. Or implode.
Whichever comes first.



Agh, holidays ending soon, want not...

There's Gotta Be More To Life...

...Than just rotting at home in front of the TV/computer watching Avatar.
(Mind you, it's a VERY. Good show.)

This has got to be the quietest and most utterly boring Chinese New Year I've ever had.
One family reunion dinner and lunch, and... That's it.
No more, nada.
Maybe it's because those who do throw the parties all kicked the bucket already.
Not even a family outing because well, the 'rents would most probably say they want time out too.

Haih, haih.

Bottom line:
SOMEBODY PLEASE DRAG ME OUT OF THIS PRISON OF A HOUSE.

Chinese New Year is the season to be CELEBRATING, not couch-potatoing.

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